*+[{ [[[ I wantt himm deadd ... ...

this morning i might have hurt her with the messages i sent her.. but it hurt me even more to have said that to her.. i was very angry with myself.. for those things i should not have done.. and those i did not do.. i think she is the first girl i cried for.. she said that we are just good friend.. and it is all my fault to have fallen for her.. while reading kailin blog just now.. i read this line.. "wads urs will b urs. wads not urs, no matter wad u do, it will nva b urs." maybe she is never meant to be mine.. i'm giving all hope on her.. she is just too far for me to reach.. so bye..

the worst way to be missing a person is to be sitting beside her and knowing she will never be yours....


:: I WiSh tO WrItE mY OwN NaMe iN ::