*+[{ [[[ I wantt himm deadd ... ...

todae is father dae.. but i was n am nv in gd term with my dad.. so nuting much.. tis wk i feel kinda better n more ease ard her.. i realli duno my feeling toward her now.. i am realli happy to just b toking or sitting next to her.. do i still like her?? hai.. y am i alwae confuse abt my own feeling?? but even if i still like her wat am i to do?? i dun wanna scared her awae again.. i hope we could just remain as frenz for e time being.. until im clear with my own feeling den sae ba.. im such a bad ass wen come to tis kinda tingy.. wanna find ppl to tok with but hu e hell care abt a loner?? haha.. life sucks for a loner in love............

I should have chosen to love you in silence.. For in silence i would find no rejection..
I should have chosen to love you in your loneliness.. For in your loneliness no one owns you but me..
I should have chosen to do all these.. but i did not that why i have lost you.....


:: I WiSh tO WrItE mY OwN NaMe iN ::